Emotion

Anger is an interesting emotion. I think the most complex possibly of all emotions. It has so many levels and can manifest itself in thousands of different ways. I guess you could make the same argument of all emotions. They can completely control you if you let them. I've been told that no one can fault you for feeling something. An emotion is yours and is very personal. But, what you do with that emotion is the key. Being angry about something is fine. Justified or not. Acting on that anger determines the outcome. I've found that anger can completely blind you to almost everything else going on in your life. Now I can see the negatives to this but I think that there can be some positives as well. It can cover emotions you may not be ready to deal with at that moment. In some ways protecting you. This is what I have been dealing with as of late.
Some people just refuse to accept things. Little or not, they have to rationalize and over-analyze every little thing until they have absolutely driven you mad. I ask for something and it is completely ignored. Then when I try and reiterate my request they just lose their mind and do something that is just unforgiveable. At least for the foreseeable future. This of course has made me.....angry. Yep, that's it. Which I think is helping me to deal with the absence of someone in my life all of the sudden. Right now I am completely fine that they are gone. Doesn't bother me at all. But how long will that feeling last? It seems pretty well rooted at the moment. And to be honest I am glad that they are gone. I feel betrayed and don't want them around. But again, I have to forgive. As soon as I get over this anger thing....