I just wanted to write out a quick thank you note. To all of those people in my life who I have wronged in so many ways. To anyone who has been affected by my life decisions. To my church family and to my family. Thank you. Thank you for ONE more chance. There always seems to be one more waiting. You all continue to show me how amazing christ's love is and just how infinite his patience is. What a plan he must have for me if he continues to allow others to forgive the terrible things I have done.
Please know that this time things WILL be different. Light bulbs have gone off and there is an awareness that after 29 years and so many bad decions that what I have been doing is NOT working and WILL NOT work. Thank you for sticking by me through more thick than thin. I know that these are mere words and yet they are all I can give at the moment. I have no word to stand by nor anything else. I want nothing more than to rebuild new and better relationships and freindships with you all. Please know that I am willing to do whatever I have to do to repair and fix the things I have done. Yet I know that there are miles to journey before I can get there. I am willing to go at whatever speed and to accomodate what I must to allow these relationships to grow. I love you all. I have a head start on heaven. I have seen Christ today.
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Mama Bird: All we have is one day at a time to live and be what God wants us to be. We mess up and all we can do is the best we can to first off: Make it right with God; then those we have hurt and wronged. Bottom line our mess up is really God and Me; others just get in the cross fire. Not one of us is free from mess ups. What is important is just make it right and allow God to do the healing. I love you sweet boy---just do what you know needs to be done. Love, Mama Bird.
you see the next blog button in the right corner? i was looking at a friends blog, clicked the button, and found your.
after reading past entries and todays i see you are thanking people for giving you "ONE more chance." from reading your blog i see that you have obviously wronged/hurt/betrayed those closest to you many times before. so i have to ask are you able to forgive "one person inparticular" (august archive)who betrayed you? if not, i would not wish to be your friend and feel sorry for those who are. if so, i consider your friends lucky to know you. just a thought to think of.
consider yourself lucky to have such people in your life who look past your many faults. some people are not so lucky. so return the forgiveness. im glad to read your a christian so i kno you will do the right thing.
Jamie - it sounds like things are looking up for you. I hope you will find the courage and strength of follow through on your plans, and that friendships can be repaired. You are blessed that people love you and are so willing to give you the opportunities you need; what you determine to do with that is up to you.
Amy
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